Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2004 3:13 am
That almost describes like what I feel like in a crowd of people!
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Hahaha.Kahrey wrote: But I'm a weirdo.
Eagles - Desperado
Desperado
Why don't you come to your sense?
You been out ridin fences for so long now
Oh, you're hard one
But I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasing you can hurt you somehow
Don't you draw the Queen of Diamonds, boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know, the Queen of Hearts is always your best bet
And it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get
Desperado
Boy, you aint gettin no younger
Your pain and you hunger, they're driving you home
And freedom, oh freedom, thats just some people talking
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
Don;t your feet get cold in the wintertime
The sky won;t snow and the sun wont shine
It's hard to tell the nighttime from the day
Youre losin all your highs and lows
Aint it funny how the feeling goes away
Desperado
Why don;t you come to your sense
Come down from your fences
Open the gate
It may be rainin
But theres a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
(let somebody love you)
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late
This is Meshuggah. Psychotic-metal. It is full with strange timings and rhythms and scales and stuff. It is cool!Meshuggah - Perpetual Black Second
Trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite,
an unending fit of resentment and anger
Caught in a moment of unforgiveness
In the snapshot of a hate filled second
The speechless flickering of uncomprehending eyes
-Dilated in disbelief
Your vacant gaze distorted
Twisted in its accusing glare
Teeth glimmering in emotional rage
Spit of hate suspended in mid-air
Bodies strained in fury
Devoured by jaws of despair
One single image frame I wish to forget
now replayed in succession of millions
The one second I will always regret
-My hell found in its reiteration
Held within the visualization,
the continuous rerun of my own violence
A fraction of time perpetuated
By my regretful soul animated
Please forgive the evil in me - The darkness within
Ferocious, inherent demon. Adrenaline gland resident
Threatened subconscious snake. Repressed into
striking coil
Surfacing that black second. Ascending with the boil.
lauriehonors wrote:re: Valley Forge
Definitely POETRY, MK!!
Though I've never listened to it, the lyrics are like the traditional Irish music I listen to a lot. Having said that, do you think I'd like the music?
As We Speak
As we speak...
-the stable table turns
As we speak...
-I should have known we're burned
And I guess I'll never never learn which of those faces
who makes it all turn
As we speak...
-I'm going deeper down
As we speak...
-With a terrible sound
a feeble holy bastard son
has it only just begun?
[Chorus]
I turn away.....fading out alone
Was a lifetime worth it all?
...fading out...fading out alone
Ass we speak we turn to stone
As we speak...
A young man loses his mind
As we speak...
He kills what's next in line...
A broken down mother asks herself why
-Is this the end of her precious time?
As we speak...
-a conscience leaves without a trace
a silent departure to a silent place
what do we know about the anger that starts to grow?
Don't despair, time will heal your torment
Don't you dare, spend your days in hell
So beware, faith will bring you treason
While you stare... Oh!
[1st Lead Frenning, 2nd Lead Wichers]
I turn away....fading out alone
Was a lifetime worth it all?
...fading out...fading out alone
As we speak we turn to stone [Repeat]
As a lifetime turns to stone...
The Flameout
[Verse 1]
Don't look for compassion as long as you
Keep turning away
It's all that matters to me
When I try to puzzle your pain
You struggle against yourself by living in the dust
Can't you realize there's no one here who you can't trust
May the gods have mercy on your bastard brain
Hold on one more second my fatal one
[Chorus]
Feeding angels with despair
Flameout's reigning everywhere
And you need it so, you just can't let it go away
[Verse 2]
I try hard to pull the strings of your life, adopting my
Soul to figure out what's right
Deep down I know you can make it shine
-Save yourself and do not decline
An acute manner for an acute self-destructive kind
It is structured before your eyes
You're so inferior and vile!
A creator of demonized stress and steals the crown from
The evil ones living in his mess
The remnants of his youth lies public
just if someone cares...
-Swallow the bitter pill and justify!
[Chorus]
Feeding angels with despair
flameout's reigning everywhere
And you need it so, you just can't let it go away
[Bridge]
So here I stand all alone
Where is the face that I used to know
Can't believe you never found out why?
Why keep on hurting you're self
[Lead Frenning]
You struggle against yourself by living in the dust
Can't you realize there's no one here who you can't trust
May the gods have mercy on your bastard brain
Hold on one more second my fatal one
[Chorus]
Feeding angels with despair
flameout's reigning everywhere
And you need it so, you just can't let it go away
[Repeat]
But anyways....back on topic!!
Emperor - The Eruption
... and after years in dark tunnels
he came to silence
there was nothing...
he realised that the cheering cries of worship
were but echoes of his harsh outspoken word
reflecting back at him from cold and naked walls
in hollow circles fled illusions of wisdom he had heard
"From nothing came all I ever knew"
and he beheld the ruins
of an empire torn apart
yet, no grief nor rage did bind him
just silent and bewildered
by the emptiness
he stumbled off his throne
suddenly, the walls around him cracked wide open
and an endless void appeared in flickering, grey light
"What force, but silence, has deprived me of my coil?
No trail to guide me. No point of reference in sight."
"By nothing, resurrection will be pure."
and he beheld the ruins
of an empire torn apart
wiping dust off his shoulders
just silent now
in this emptiness
leaving all behind
step by step
past all past
slowly he approached the surface
nothing left
to sacrifice
the mirrors mocked him on the way
In Flames - Square Nothing
For all the times you left me bleeding
Clouded, weakend by the haze
Cut of my pride, enough to forgive
Reconcile, back to square nothing
It seems I lost my direction
Don't have the strenght to let it slip
Have no desire for the shore
Just let me play here for some time
Spend some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Is this how I want to spend my days?
Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia
Try to find some peace to destroy
These are my sins, I'm heading to fall
Never understood though I accepted
All the weakness that I discover
You gave me a place to hide and lost the key
Drowend my head just to see it sink
Spend some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Spent some quality time with the demon of mine
I like the way you struggle but you know I'm here to win
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Children of Bodom - Everytime I Die
The faint blaze of the candle of my life,
slowly dying like a fire in a pouring rain.
No sparks of hope inside,
no shooting stars on my sky.
On broken wings, no flying high...
Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
'Cause its gets more painful every time i die.
Out of strenght to fight.
I cannot take another night.
I cannot take it no more.
Lust of light slips through my fingers
like blood on my arms.
Black candle wax has buried me...
Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
'Cause its gets more painful every time i die.
The second song is by Renaissance (oh how I wish I was in Japan in 2001 to hear them play together for the only time in the last 15 years), and is called Can You Hear Me?Pack up all those phantoms
Shoulder that invisible load
Keep on riding North and West
Haunting that wilderness road
Like a ghost rider
Carry all those phantoms
Through bitter wind and stormy skies
From the desert to the mountain
From the lowest low to the highest high
Like a ghost rider
Keep on riding North and West
Then circle South and East
Show me beauty but there is no peace
For the ghost rider
Shadows on the road behind
Shadows on the road ahead
Nothing can stop you now
There's a shadow on the road behind
There's a shadow on the road ahead
Nothing can stop you now
Sunrise in the mirror
Lightens that invisible load
Riding on a nameless quest
Haunting that wilderness road
Like a ghost rider
Just an escape artist
Racing against the night
A wandering hermit
Racing toward the light
From the white sands
To the canyonlands
To the redwood stands
To the barren lands
Sunrise on the road behind
Sunset on the road ahead
There's nothing to stop you now
Nothing can stop you now
Morning people take the news
A paper window on a world
They live on undisturbed
Thoughts may fly like the lonely birds
And lost behind the silent words
Voices are unheard
Put it down to city life
Oh if I understood
Passing by so easily
I'd reach you if I could
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Fly like a song, fly while you're singing
A song without you, is a bird without winging
Some city flights leave in the morning
Some city nights end without warning
Can you hear me call
Evening people see the day
A silhouette on every face
A shadow on their eyes
I take my place within the crowd
We walk the dusty streets around
Encompassing our lives
Put it down to city times
Oh if I understood
Passing by so casually
I'd reach you if I could
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Fly like a song, fly while you're singing
A song without you, is a bird without winging
Some city flights leave in the morning
Some city nights end without warning
Can you hear me call
Can you hear me call
Can you hear me call
[Instrumental]
Calling to the sky
The thunder drowns my voice within the rain
And I know you're near me
And I call throughout the storm
I know that you don't hear me
I call your name
I call your name
I call your name
Can you hear me call your name
Can you hear me call
Hear me call your name
I call your name
I call your name
Can you hear me call your name
[Instrumental]
Night time people find it hard
To hear themselves above the noise
The music holds its own
I recognised a place I'd known
I turned to find it carved in stone
A mirrored smile alone
Put it down to city nights
Oh if I understood
Passing by so far from me
I'd reach you if I could
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Fly like a song, fly while you're singing
A song without you, is a bird without winging
Some city flights leave in the morning
Some city nights end without warning
Can you hear me call
Can you hear me call
Can you hear me call